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You know that I was so lonely. You know that you aren't the right guy for me. But you want me to be happy. So when Jon came along and he appears to be a Christian, just like me, You said he has a crush on me. But a year had gone by Since I'd told you I was lonely, and I was so cold and miserable that I needed to do something about it. I lean on God and put all of my trust in Him. He is my boyfriend, my husband. My hope, my joy. I "Learn to Be Lonely" with the Phantom of the Opera, listen to The Fray and Coldplay. I tried to figure out why God made me lonely and thought maybe he was punishing me, or testing me like Job, or maybe it just wasn't time for me. I settled for this and I felt content. But then Jon came along and he appeared to be a Christian, just like me. You said he has a crush on me. Hon, I know you want me to be happy, but I'm fine now. I haven't been depressed or lonely since . . . well, for a few weeks I guess . . . But you're pushing this, and it makes me anxious. I just want some time to be okay with being single.
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Nov 24, 2010
Nov 24, 2010 at 2:44 PM UTC
Please Don't Push
You know that I was so lonely. You know that you aren't the right guy for me. But you want me to be happy. So when Jon came along and he appears to be a Christian, just like me, You said he has a crush on me. But a year had gone by Since I'd told you I was lonely, and I was so cold and miserable that I needed to do something about it. I lean on God and put all of my trust in Him. He is my boyfriend, my husband. My hope, my joy. I "Learn to Be Lonely" with the Phantom of the Opera, listen to The Fray and Coldplay. I tried to figure out why God made me lonely and thought maybe he was punishing me, or testing me like Job, or maybe it just wasn't time for me. I settled for this and I felt content. But then Jon came along and he appeared to be a Christian, just like me. You said he has a crush on me. Hon, I know you want me to be happy, but I'm fine now. I haven't been depressed or lonely since . . . well, for a few weeks I guess . . . But you're pushing this, and it makes me anxious. I just want some time to be okay with being single.
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Nov 24, 2010
Nov 24, 2010 at 2:44 PM UTC
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