I want to write a poem
That will be able to touch someone's heart
That will make them feel
The things i felt
When I wrote it.
They say
If there's a will
There is a way
But i don't possess that will
And i havent
And I don't know if I ever will.
Will is a foreign concept
Will as in want
As in need
As in passion
As in power.
I seem to lack it
More
And more
And more
And more often.
Its likely normal
To feel this way
And have times when there isn't a will
So there isn't a way
But i don't care
I hate it
I despise it
Nothing matters as it should
And every waking moment is a chore.
If i could restore my will
I would
But i can't
Because i have no will
To find that way,
And it would simply be easier
To pass away.
Oct 7, 2021
Oct 7, 2021 at 2:05 PM UTC
I want to write a poem
That will be able to touch someone's heart
That will make them feel
The things i felt
When I wrote it.
They say
If there's a will
There is a way
But i don't possess that will
And i havent
And I don't know if I ever will.
Will is a foreign concept
Will as in want
As in need
As in passion
As in power.
I seem to lack it
More
And more
And more
And more often.
Its likely normal
To feel this way
And have times when there isn't a will
So there isn't a way
But i don't care
I hate it
I despise it
Nothing matters as it should
And every waking moment is a chore.
If i could restore my will
I would
But i can't
Because i have no will
To find that way,
And it would simply be easier
To pass away.
Written when I was 15 on the date by the title. I don't think I've ever achieved the thing I stated I wanted to do, even after two years. I suppose there's still time.