We always said we didn’t know what we would do without each other
But we did know
We’d only known each other for two years
I wasn’t there when your parents split up and each remarried
or when you had to get stitches on your face
or watched your first scary movie
And you weren’t there when I smoked my first cigarette
or tried to **** myself when I was 13
or when I won that soccer game my freshman year
The last time we had *** we were in a rush
because we had school in 37 minutes
and so we made it sloppy and fast in your shower
and then we drove to school together with wet hair and we laughed
The last time we had *** I got pregnant
This wasn’t one of those scares where you’re two weeks late
so you buy a few cheap tests and it’s negative
so you stash the rest in the back of your drawer and forget about it
I got pregnant on the first day of June and I never told you
I miscarried on the last day of August
and you never even knew how close you came to being a father
We stopped talking and I couldn’t even tell you
how I was stunned into silence when I realized I was going to be a mother and then knew I had to keep it a secret
Knew I had to keep our dark haired future to myself
So here it is the end of February
I should have been having the baby this week or next
and you NEVER EVEN KNEW
I watch you say how much you love this little 15 year old girl
you’ve been dating for six months
I miscarried the day you started dating so tell me that was just a
coincidence
But don't you dare ever tell me you don't know what you'd do without me
Well, I guess you wouldn't anymore
Seeing as how you don't want me
Feb 24, 2014
Feb 24, 2014 at 2:39 PM UTC
We always said we didn’t know what we would do without each other
But we did know
We’d only known each other for two years
I wasn’t there when your parents split up and each remarried
or when you had to get stitches on your face
or watched your first scary movie
And you weren’t there when I smoked my first cigarette
or tried to **** myself when I was 13
or when I won that soccer game my freshman year
The last time we had *** we were in a rush
because we had school in 37 minutes
and so we made it sloppy and fast in your shower
and then we drove to school together with wet hair and we laughed
The last time we had *** I got pregnant
This wasn’t one of those scares where you’re two weeks late
so you buy a few cheap tests and it’s negative
so you stash the rest in the back of your drawer and forget about it
I got pregnant on the first day of June and I never told you
I miscarried on the last day of August
and you never even knew how close you came to being a father
We stopped talking and I couldn’t even tell you
how I was stunned into silence when I realized I was going to be a mother and then knew I had to keep it a secret
Knew I had to keep our dark haired future to myself
So here it is the end of February
I should have been having the baby this week or next
and you NEVER EVEN KNEW
I watch you say how much you love this little 15 year old girl
you’ve been dating for six months
I miscarried the day you started dating so tell me that was just a
coincidence
But don't you dare ever tell me you don't know what you'd do without me
Well, I guess you wouldn't anymore
Seeing as how you don't want me
