It's been a while since I've wrote.
It's been a while since I ever thought about writing about how I hurt or how things are going.
But I write this because the moment I was submerged into that Holy water, I was saved.
Atleast for me, writing never fulfilled me. It would fulfill me for a day, maybe a week best, but It never fulfilled me from a emptiness that I had in my stomach, a emptiness that I tried to fill with relationships or money or beauty. It never worked, It never worked.
But then I met my savior.
I don't know if you've ever heard about Jesus, or you have a bad rep with Christians or Christianity or you just don't want to think about it at all, but I have seen with my two eyes what God can do in a broken life. I have literally, physically seen God move.
I learned that that pit in my stomach was shaped like Jesus. So obviously, I wasn't able to fill that pit with anything or anyone else but Jesus!
The light has come back into my life, a light that is a lamp that guides my path. I have seen my life change. I have seen my family change. Someone that I hated for all of my life, chose to forgive me. Someone that I made fun of, someone that I told myself I would never follow, forgived me. Nothing is too big, too strong, or too heavy to be forgiven by Jesus.
Dying on the cross was a choice that Jesus made. He wasn't forced too, he did it because He loved us.
He never stopped loving me. He loved me before I was conceived. It was a matter of fact of when I started loving him that that love was clear to me.
I don't know what situation you're in. Maybe your physically hurting, maybe its mentally or spiritually. I don't know because I don't know you personally. But the God who made the heavens and the earth does. The God who so preciously created you does. Every hair on your head, every vein in your body God has crafted. So talk to God. Because nothing can Love you the same way your Father loves you.
Oct 6, 2025
Oct 6, 2025 at 12:09 AM UTC
It's been a while since I've wrote.
It's been a while since I ever thought about writing about how I hurt or how things are going.
But I write this because the moment I was submerged into that Holy water, I was saved.
Atleast for me, writing never fulfilled me. It would fulfill me for a day, maybe a week best, but It never fulfilled me from a emptiness that I had in my stomach, a emptiness that I tried to fill with relationships or money or beauty. It never worked, It never worked.
But then I met my savior.
I don't know if you've ever heard about Jesus, or you have a bad rep with Christians or Christianity or you just don't want to think about it at all, but I have seen with my two eyes what God can do in a broken life. I have literally, physically seen God move.
I learned that that pit in my stomach was shaped like Jesus. So obviously, I wasn't able to fill that pit with anything or anyone else but Jesus!
The light has come back into my life, a light that is a lamp that guides my path. I have seen my life change. I have seen my family change. Someone that I hated for all of my life, chose to forgive me. Someone that I made fun of, someone that I told myself I would never follow, forgived me. Nothing is too big, too strong, or too heavy to be forgiven by Jesus.
Dying on the cross was a choice that Jesus made. He wasn't forced too, he did it because He loved us.
He never stopped loving me. He loved me before I was conceived. It was a matter of fact of when I started loving him that that love was clear to me.
I don't know what situation you're in. Maybe your physically hurting, maybe its mentally or spiritually. I don't know because I don't know you personally. But the God who made the heavens and the earth does. The God who so preciously created you does. Every hair on your head, every vein in your body God has crafted. So talk to God. Because nothing can Love you the same way your Father loves you.