I should be transcribing the story of my life.
Making you laugh at my silliness.
Having you consider
the reality of it all by relating to just you.
Telling that tired anecdote
that's too witty to give up,
but now is a sad catch phrase.
Having a bonding moment
with you over something I probably faked.
I need you to feel not just know
about my trials or tribulations.
I want to have an endearing trait.
I want to know that my noctivagant ways
won't turn you against me.
I'm a traitor, a fool
a sly emotional chameleon.
I am driven by fear,
gears spinning all of me pushing.
Pushing into a deep dark mental ravine.
I am everything you deem wrong
wrong for your world and perception.
No thinking just scheming
what feeling, just planning.
but here it is with masks off
with sound at full bore
images vividly provided
all you can do is consider
why am I
baring this for you...
Jun 13, 2010
Jun 13, 2010 at 10:59 PM UTC
I should be transcribing the story of my life.
Making you laugh at my silliness.
Having you consider
the reality of it all by relating to just you.
Telling that tired anecdote
that's too witty to give up,
but now is a sad catch phrase.
Having a bonding moment
with you over something I probably faked.
I need you to feel not just know
about my trials or tribulations.
I want to have an endearing trait.
I want to know that my noctivagant ways
won't turn you against me.
I'm a traitor, a fool
a sly emotional chameleon.
I am driven by fear,
gears spinning all of me pushing.
Pushing into a deep dark mental ravine.
I am everything you deem wrong
wrong for your world and perception.
No thinking just scheming
what feeling, just planning.
but here it is with masks off
with sound at full bore
images vividly provided
all you can do is consider
why am I
baring this for you...