Where am I ?

Saeshak Poems

My life seems to be everywhere Think im getting lost in a maze Parts of my life don't seem real A phase within a phase Looking at the mirror Staring myself in the face Been wondering who I am for so long And how did i get to place Im stuck in a space Trapped behind the walls There's no rock bottom I just continue to fall A bottomless pit Is what this feels like Got a smile on my face Knowing i don't feel right Im blacking out and getting nauseous Questioning everything I see Wondering how we were all created And how did he come to be Its hard to keep focus I been thinking bout this for weeks Seeing things that I can't explain Every time I go to sleep I have no control sometimes My flesh is too weak I can't ask anybody questions I know they don't have the answers I seek When I speak I sound more than insane But I have to be right ? For unlocking that part of my brain My mind is not the same I've realized that much But I feel it within The things that can not be touched I know it can't be rushed But im ready to see what's happening Haven't talked to nobody lately They suggest that im mad at them Its not even close to that though Im just trying to figure it all out What's going on around me ? What is it all about ? Cause if i tell you What i been going through It won't just be me anymore You'll think im crazy too