People may call me beautiful
they might say it matches my personality but does not make me feel any better about myself??
Nope not at all
Makes me feel good for about a minute
Even when a hot guy wants to step to me
I instantly go quiet
My mind goes blank
Forgetting what's my name
And automatically all my insecurities tap in
And think he couldn't possibly be looking at me
I'm no super model
Or anything close to a size 2
Or anything special for him to take a second look
Plus being Plus Size doesn't help anything
When I'm always being reminded
That I'm just not good enough
and if I was a little bit taller maybe even a little bit smaller
Like that would solve all my problems
I know I have the capabilities to put on a beauty show
but I don't
I just wear baggy clothes
and wait to surprise people
I actually know how to dress to impress
its a talent I even surprise myself
sometimes
What they say is true your your own worst critic
That's why I say I'm the Queen of my own insecurities
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 10:28 AM UTC
People may call me beautiful
they might say it matches my personality but does not make me feel any better about myself??
Nope not at all
Makes me feel good for about a minute
Even when a hot guy wants to step to me
I instantly go quiet
My mind goes blank
Forgetting what's my name
And automatically all my insecurities tap in
And think he couldn't possibly be looking at me
I'm no super model
Or anything close to a size 2
Or anything special for him to take a second look
Plus being Plus Size doesn't help anything
When I'm always being reminded
That I'm just not good enough
and if I was a little bit taller maybe even a little bit smaller
Like that would solve all my problems
I know I have the capabilities to put on a beauty show
but I don't
I just wear baggy clothes
and wait to surprise people
I actually know how to dress to impress
its a talent I even surprise myself
sometimes
What they say is true your your own worst critic
That's why I say I'm the Queen of my own insecurities
