It's dark outside and I feel somewhat alive
though in the day I do not thrive
I can no longer strive
to stick around
Most days I just need to be found
When everything on the outside is so loud
and all I can do is frown
And with death I make deals
Have you ever been so trapped in your head
that most days you wish you were dead
have you gone days stuck in your bed
Do you know how it feels?
When all around you starts to fall
And you know you can't stand tall
The only thing you say while the room is turning
is that your whole world is burning
Each time I fall asleep and dream
I want a life where I'm on a team
or something like that where I mean
something in someone else's hell
And I know I can't always tell
When people are trapped in a cell
There isn't a sign or a bell
I can't always see the sad meals
But I know what it's like
for the world to collapse
To fall apart around you
I know how it feels
When its all aflame
And you want to burn too...
Jun 11, 2020
Jun 11, 2020 at 7:07 PM UTC
It's dark outside and I feel somewhat alive
though in the day I do not thrive
I can no longer strive
to stick around
Most days I just need to be found
When everything on the outside is so loud
and all I can do is frown
And with death I make deals
Have you ever been so trapped in your head
that most days you wish you were dead
have you gone days stuck in your bed
Do you know how it feels?
When all around you starts to fall
And you know you can't stand tall
The only thing you say while the room is turning
is that your whole world is burning
Each time I fall asleep and dream
I want a life where I'm on a team
or something like that where I mean
something in someone else's hell
And I know I can't always tell
When people are trapped in a cell
There isn't a sign or a bell
I can't always see the sad meals
But I know what it's like
for the world to collapse
To fall apart around you
I know how it feels
When its all aflame
And you want to burn too...