How beautiful it is to feel every emotion in depth,
Yet how overwhelming life feels.
From a person who existed at the same time as me,
To someone from whom I wait for lingering looks.
The anticipation, pining, and desperate yearning.
The hidden smiles, touches in secrecy, and whispers in the dark.
They can't seem to hide the clandestine feelings.
"What are we?"
It is a question that haunts me in the middle of the night.
Everyone knows about us,
But do they know how much I yearn to hear his voice?
How tied I am to his emotions?
It is the worst men I like the most.
It is for the worst men I sacrifice my sanity the most.
Am I cursed to feel this way forever?
A ticking bomb before it explodes,
And all the pieces mark me for life.
However, all I can do is wait,
Enjoy the sunshine,
Sob in the dark.
The ruining of our relationship with time.
It is the only way I know men.
The same old prophecy repeats.
5d ago
May 30, 2026 at 10:22 PM UTC
How beautiful it is to feel every emotion in depth,
Yet how overwhelming life feels.
From a person who existed at the same time as me,
To someone from whom I wait for lingering looks.
The anticipation, pining, and desperate yearning.
The hidden smiles, touches in secrecy, and whispers in the dark.
They can't seem to hide the clandestine feelings.
"What are we?"
It is a question that haunts me in the middle of the night.
Everyone knows about us,
But do they know how much I yearn to hear his voice?
How tied I am to his emotions?
It is the worst men I like the most.
It is for the worst men I sacrifice my sanity the most.
Am I cursed to feel this way forever?
A ticking bomb before it explodes,
And all the pieces mark me for life.
However, all I can do is wait,
Enjoy the sunshine,
Sob in the dark.
The ruining of our relationship with time.
It is the only way I know men.
The same old prophecy repeats.
