Can't sleep without it
can't live with it either
beautiful pleasure and guilt,
that lingers each time
I close my mouth, eyes wide. Shut
it's not that I love it
it loves me more than I have it
brings me close with it's claws
tears unfold while it goes
and I don't ,
I don't want to do this anymore .
silent prayers to the gods that I'd let it go
and mercies to my mother that she'd never get to know,
her little baby is no more.
All is left is shame ,flying high
with the hope
that no one ever knows
and that these walls forever more,
keep a secret or watch it all unfold.
Apr 3, 2018
Apr 3, 2018 at 4:44 AM UTC
Can't sleep without it
can't live with it either
beautiful pleasure and guilt,
that lingers each time
I close my mouth, eyes wide. Shut
it's not that I love it
it loves me more than I have it
brings me close with it's claws
tears unfold while it goes
and I don't ,
I don't want to do this anymore .
silent prayers to the gods that I'd let it go
and mercies to my mother that she'd never get to know,
her little baby is no more.
All is left is shame ,flying high
with the hope
that no one ever knows
and that these walls forever more,
keep a secret or watch it all unfold.
This Is about addiction, addiction of any kind that one battles with. know that you aren't alone and you have the power to let "IT" go. do not give "IT" the power to hurt you more. . stay shinning