December 1st 2025
I texted them at 11:43
And I woke up at 1:07
You graced me with your bitterly sweet presence
But you did not embrace me
I miss the warmth
Of knowing I won’t need to stress
About the smallest things
That seem so large
I miss the quiet
That came after the pain
When all I wanted to do was leave
I miss knowing
I won’t need to deal
With the people who say
It’s all in my head
Next time I won’t text them
I’ll write a small note
For anyone who cares
And hide it under a pillow
Just incase it fails
But I’ll make sure it won’t
Because I can’t handle it anymore
So goodbye and farewell
I hope to see you all again
But not at the bottom of this horrible hell
Mar 30
Mar 30, 2026 at 7:51 PM UTC
December 1st 2025
I texted them at 11:43
And I woke up at 1:07
You graced me with your bitterly sweet presence
But you did not embrace me
I miss the warmth
Of knowing I won’t need to stress
About the smallest things
That seem so large
I miss the quiet
That came after the pain
When all I wanted to do was leave
I miss knowing
I won’t need to deal
With the people who say
It’s all in my head
Next time I won’t text them
I’ll write a small note
For anyone who cares
And hide it under a pillow
Just incase it fails
But I’ll make sure it won’t
Because I can’t handle it anymore
So goodbye and farewell
I hope to see you all again
But not at the bottom of this horrible hell
