Sometimes I’ll find myself yearning for you out of the blue, my heart will cry out this certain feeling I cannot explain. In that split second I’ll think of nothing but you & the short time we shared in each other’s lives, though it always feels like I’ve known you a life time.
All the goals we shared, laughs & smiles but just as quick as I enter and feel that euphoria that tugging in my chest feels of pain. After all I can’t think of the good without a little of the bad when it comes to you, where there were goals there was disrespect, where there was laughter there was tears & where there was smiles left soon left faded frowns.
And how could I forget where there was me there was others—many more than I could ever, I would never. I would never make you feel the way you made me feel and it’s something because not once did you ever have to part your lips to tell me I wasn’t enough—in fact I believe I was exactly that and a little too much..
I cared too much
I talked too much
I laughed too much
I smiled too much
I saw too much in you
I saw too much in “us” to ever notice I wasn’t enough for you nor for me.
And that’s okay because I no longer want to be.
WordsFromTheSoul // I hope she is everything you need since I couldn’t be.
Sep 30, 2020
Sep 30, 2020 at 1:09 AM UTC
Sometimes I’ll find myself yearning for you out of the blue, my heart will cry out this certain feeling I cannot explain. In that split second I’ll think of nothing but you & the short time we shared in each other’s lives, though it always feels like I’ve known you a life time.
All the goals we shared, laughs & smiles but just as quick as I enter and feel that euphoria that tugging in my chest feels of pain. After all I can’t think of the good without a little of the bad when it comes to you, where there were goals there was disrespect, where there was laughter there was tears & where there was smiles left soon left faded frowns.
And how could I forget where there was me there was others—many more than I could ever, I would never. I would never make you feel the way you made me feel and it’s something because not once did you ever have to part your lips to tell me I wasn’t enough—in fact I believe I was exactly that and a little too much..
I cared too much
I talked too much
I laughed too much
I smiled too much
I saw too much in you
I saw too much in “us” to ever notice I wasn’t enough for you nor for me.
And that’s okay because I no longer want to be.
WordsFromTheSoul // I hope she is everything you need since I couldn’t be.
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