synapses fire
crimson is gold garland
chemistry sets up the lye
hand me your keys
let me drive you home
dire need for validation
no one gives a care about your progression
listen to your heartbeat in my lungs
feet hit the floor as I'm running to my death
overwelming panic, sweat it out at home
she didnt lie when she said watch out
dystopian lies will never carry us to our front door
but you know how to cope (supposedly)
girl i'd drag you by the hair to the hearse if you dont wanna live here than leave
im spent of tears for those whom i loved
i ran out of love when i heard your hatred wasn't pure enough
slammed to the floor by the devils hammer
she didnt know better i guess
dealers choice buy me any drink you like
cuz id rather win with the sinners than die alone
payback my love is an arrogant *******
i pray for your bones & soul my wholesome
as you strike the match, just another effigy
i thought being drunk & naked would be enough
change my thoughts, let's paint the town red
alcohol hitting every nerve tonight
i wanna taste your pain
& place it inside me
lunar ascension in the city
as i wear my pain like a tattoo
my sunglasses darken the shades of night
trunk full of bottles so i dont have to explain to anyone
feel like dirt & the pain never goes away
im at my darkest with the sweetest smile
sin is an itch i scratch over and over again
am i forlorn or just slowly dying
doesn't my heart arrest its beating precision
its harder outside the bubble of safety
silence all your quiet riddles
baby im getting off this turbulent ride
cant get off, can only cry like an infant
**** this misery and give me sanctuary
May 13
May 13, 2026 at 9:46 AM UTC
synapses fire
crimson is gold garland
chemistry sets up the lye
hand me your keys
let me drive you home
dire need for validation
no one gives a care about your progression
listen to your heartbeat in my lungs
feet hit the floor as I'm running to my death
overwelming panic, sweat it out at home
she didnt lie when she said watch out
dystopian lies will never carry us to our front door
but you know how to cope (supposedly)
girl i'd drag you by the hair to the hearse if you dont wanna live here than leave
im spent of tears for those whom i loved
i ran out of love when i heard your hatred wasn't pure enough
slammed to the floor by the devils hammer
she didnt know better i guess
dealers choice buy me any drink you like
cuz id rather win with the sinners than die alone
payback my love is an arrogant *******
i pray for your bones & soul my wholesome
as you strike the match, just another effigy
i thought being drunk & naked would be enough
change my thoughts, let's paint the town red
alcohol hitting every nerve tonight
i wanna taste your pain
& place it inside me
lunar ascension in the city
as i wear my pain like a tattoo
my sunglasses darken the shades of night
trunk full of bottles so i dont have to explain to anyone
feel like dirt & the pain never goes away
im at my darkest with the sweetest smile
sin is an itch i scratch over and over again
am i forlorn or just slowly dying
doesn't my heart arrest its beating precision
its harder outside the bubble of safety
silence all your quiet riddles
baby im getting off this turbulent ride
cant get off, can only cry like an infant
**** this misery and give me sanctuary
blackcatpoetry 2026
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