you were my first everything
but to you i was just another blip
wasn’t i?
you say i was different
i probably wasnt
in a few months time you’ll forget me
i dont think im being naive
i dont think im attached because of the firsts
i think im attached because of the words
because of the things you said
the love that poured from your mouth
the pure honeysickle, the chocolate that you dont like
the things you said that i’d never ever heard before
not said to me
not ever said to me.
the way you touched me
as though the sun shined through my “ridiculous tan”
as though the stars rushed through my veins
the cool ones on my eyelids i showed you
“let me see them again”
your image is burned behind them
like your name
your hair
your beautiful hair
i’d show you anything
i showed you everything
i know it wasnt a lie
no one’s that good an actor
not even gerard butler or your friend steven
you loved me
you love me?
you kissed me like it was our last every time
until it was
or was it?
the way you spoke
the things you said
straight out of a book on romance and love and romance again
beautiful
stunning
gorgeous
perfect
all words that never really applied to me
- they applied to you
but you didnt believe me
you never once believed me.
not about this.
the most important thing.
almost like the phantom.
you were the phantom and i was christine
at least in your eyes
your beautiful storm eyes a girl could get lost in
i did get lost
i am lost
lost in you
lost in you and your eyes
- you and your hair
- you and your smile
- you and your legs
- your skin
- the patch above your hip
- the space near your…
despite the laughs we shared
the agreement on being friends
i dont know if i can
i have to but i dont know if i can
i dont know if i can forget you
you and your everything
your perfect everything,
- even if you never believed it
Nov 27, 2014
Nov 27, 2014 at 4:01 PM UTC
you were my first everything
but to you i was just another blip
wasn’t i?
you say i was different
i probably wasnt
in a few months time you’ll forget me
i dont think im being naive
i dont think im attached because of the firsts
i think im attached because of the words
because of the things you said
the love that poured from your mouth
the pure honeysickle, the chocolate that you dont like
the things you said that i’d never ever heard before
not said to me
not ever said to me.
the way you touched me
as though the sun shined through my “ridiculous tan”
as though the stars rushed through my veins
the cool ones on my eyelids i showed you
“let me see them again”
your image is burned behind them
like your name
your hair
your beautiful hair
i’d show you anything
i showed you everything
i know it wasnt a lie
no one’s that good an actor
not even gerard butler or your friend steven
you loved me
you love me?
you kissed me like it was our last every time
until it was
or was it?
the way you spoke
the things you said
straight out of a book on romance and love and romance again
beautiful
stunning
gorgeous
perfect
all words that never really applied to me
- they applied to you
but you didnt believe me
you never once believed me.
not about this.
the most important thing.
almost like the phantom.
you were the phantom and i was christine
at least in your eyes
your beautiful storm eyes a girl could get lost in
i did get lost
i am lost
lost in you
lost in you and your eyes
- you and your hair
- you and your smile
- you and your legs
- your skin
- the patch above your hip
- the space near your…
despite the laughs we shared
the agreement on being friends
i dont know if i can
i have to but i dont know if i can
i dont know if i can forget you
you and your everything
your perfect everything,
- even if you never believed it
