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the emptiness i feel a gaping hole in my center is not relief like they suggest the bursting in my heart the tearing, searing feeling is not happiness or new found holiness today was not the resolution but another day in hell the hottest yet what happens in 9 weeks does not go away in one day i did not want to remember today how it felt, what it looked like but now i feel robbed by the anesthetic and ativan i do not have the closure how do i mourn what felt like a dream suffocating guilt unbearable loneliness and so much red.
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Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 2:13 AM UTC
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the emptiness i feel a gaping hole in my center is not relief like they suggest the bursting in my heart the tearing, searing feeling is not happiness or new found holiness today was not the resolution but another day in hell the hottest yet what happens in 9 weeks does not go away in one day i did not want to remember today how it felt, what it looked like but now i feel robbed by the anesthetic and ativan i do not have the closure how do i mourn what felt like a dream suffocating guilt unbearable loneliness and so much red.
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Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 2:13 AM UTC
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