haven’t been fully sober since the love of my life passed in 2020.
i went crazy.
i really thought he faked it,
tried to dig up his grave.
i was in such a daze, honestly i still think that way.
haven’t had the chance to grasp my reality.
jumped to the next man that was down to just chill and….
i thought everything was better being high,
what a lie.
bruised eyes and busted lips,
broken heart.
it is what it is.
Jan 31
Jan 31, 2026 at 3:34 AM UTC
haven’t been fully sober since the love of my life passed in 2020.
i went crazy.
i really thought he faked it,
tried to dig up his grave.
i was in such a daze, honestly i still think that way.
haven’t had the chance to grasp my reality.
jumped to the next man that was down to just chill and….
i thought everything was better being high,
what a lie.
bruised eyes and busted lips,
broken heart.
it is what it is.
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