I’m drowning.
The sea consumes me:
Hungry to feel my guilt,
Hungry to feel my sadness,
Hungry to feel my pain.
I’m lost.
I’m faltering underwater
And it feels as though
The whole world is on my chest
Bruising me,
Suffocating me,
Abandoning me.
I feel my life closing in on me,
Trapping me in
The maze of my mind.
I’m not scared though,
I want to drown.
I deserve to drown.
As my eyes slowly shut,
I see a frail hand
Trying to help me.
But I choose to ignore it
Because I deserve this.
I deserve this.
Mar 5
Mar 5, 2026 at 5:38 PM UTC
I’m drowning.
The sea consumes me:
Hungry to feel my guilt,
Hungry to feel my sadness,
Hungry to feel my pain.
I’m lost.
I’m faltering underwater
And it feels as though
The whole world is on my chest
Bruising me,
Suffocating me,
Abandoning me.
I feel my life closing in on me,
Trapping me in
The maze of my mind.
I’m not scared though,
I want to drown.
I deserve to drown.
As my eyes slowly shut,
I see a frail hand
Trying to help me.
But I choose to ignore it
Because I deserve this.
I deserve this.
