For a moment in time and space
I looked at you and admire
The beauty that lies beyond that painful eye
The loveliest smile that hides beneath your melting makeup,
And realized;
Thirteen years,
I locked myself up
In a cage, deep in my closet;
Scream and scream I did but all that came out was tears that run down my cheeks every night
I prayed and prayed but the answer was all the same;
Stay.
I'm hurting
Far beyond I can take to a point where I wish I never asked Him to tell me to stay
Yet
I persisted
And here I am
Together with you
Yet deep inside I'm alone
I looked at you
With your makeup on
With your lovely scarf covering your hair
I'm in pain
This is goodbye
Thank you for killing me inside
Jun 14, 2017
Jun 14, 2017 at 10:19 PM UTC
For a moment in time and space
I looked at you and admire
The beauty that lies beyond that painful eye
The loveliest smile that hides beneath your melting makeup,
And realized;
Thirteen years,
I locked myself up
In a cage, deep in my closet;
Scream and scream I did but all that came out was tears that run down my cheeks every night
I prayed and prayed but the answer was all the same;
Stay.
I'm hurting
Far beyond I can take to a point where I wish I never asked Him to tell me to stay
Yet
I persisted
And here I am
Together with you
Yet deep inside I'm alone
I looked at you
With your makeup on
With your lovely scarf covering your hair
I'm in pain
This is goodbye
Thank you for killing me inside