I got the worse side of things
you left me with both of the rings
my hearts collapse and gone with the wind
the change that brought took me down to my knees
you had the good side of me
back when we're still a we
there's people swinging to the sound of your songs
the stars move along till I fall to the ground
so don't sympathize,
please don't recognize,
and baby don't apologize,
that you got the good side,
the good side of things
You got the good side of life
you've traveled the universe twice
Let all the thoughts, that you wante to share
lock them inside so that everything is fair
Now I got the worse side of new
lost arms to fall right into
we know how it looked, this isn't the plan
and I hope one day that I will understand
why you symphatize,
that you recognize,
but baby, don't apologize
that I got the worse side
the worse side of things
Maybe we'll meet in the spring
to catch up on everything
I'll tell you I'm happy with how far you've come
You showed me the love, and youu taught me to run
So don't symphatize
and just recognize
but baby don't apologize
that I got the worse side
the worse side of things
Feb 10, 2018
Feb 10, 2018 at 9:11 AM UTC
Dear lover boy
Could you come out now
Cause I’ve been waiting for so long
Dear husband
Will you put the ring now
Cause I’ve been wondering if you exists
Dear life
Can you put an end to this
Cause I’ve been wanting to die
Dear God
These are my prayers
Will you hear me now?
Oct 29, 2017
Oct 29, 2017 at 12:49 AM UTC
A moment is time
A moment in space
It's all fine
When I'm in your grace
Your smile
Your lips
Whenever I cry
Your kiss is my eclipse
Then you found a girl
She's using you for her sake
The stories She twisted and twirled
Can't you see she's the snake?
Jul 22, 2017
Jul 22, 2017 at 1:42 PM UTC
This love is good
This love is bad
This love let all the cat out of the bag
Jul 8, 2017
Jul 8, 2017 at 12:11 AM UTC
No matter how hard you try,
Luck will never be by your side;
I’ll come back and haunt you
Every dawn every night
Jul 6, 2017
Jul 6, 2017 at 12:51 AM UTC
There exists
In this vast universe
A collection
Of silent notes
Deafening sadness
And invisible anger
That nobody knows
They're called thoughts
Some call them brainwork
Others call it a moment for us to consider the things that we know,
The things that we had,
The things that we used to love
And care
And kept
Everything is now lost
Memories going down the drain into the abyss of loneliness
Where it resides
Until there comes a time
We open it up again
Just to realize
It was never a good idea to even start with
Jun 18, 2017
Jun 18, 2017 at 1:43 AM UTC
I lost my heart
To a woman when i was a child
Hoping we'll get married
That we'll be together
Like two shooting stars moving as one
The she married another guy
My heart was broken
And since
I've sworn that I'll bow to noone
No more
So when he came with a smile
I tore down my guards
Only to realize
He came to me
For my life
Now I'm sitting alone
In this seven by three space
Not moving
Nor smiling
Jun 18, 2017
Jun 18, 2017 at 1:41 AM UTC
For a moment in time and space
I looked at you and admire
The beauty that lies beyond that painful eye
The loveliest smile that hides beneath your melting makeup,
And realized;
Thirteen years,
I locked myself up
In a cage, deep in my closet;
Scream and scream I did but all that came out was tears that run down my cheeks every night
I prayed and prayed but the answer was all the same;
Stay.
I'm hurting
Far beyond I can take to a point where I wish I never asked Him to tell me to stay
Yet
I persisted
And here I am
Together with you
Yet deep inside I'm alone
I looked at you
With your makeup on
With your lovely scarf covering your hair
I'm in pain
This is goodbye
Thank you for killing me inside
Jun 14, 2017
Jun 14, 2017 at 10:18 PM UTC
I remember that moment,
The day passed and the sun has lost its shine
It was beautiful
I was there on the edge looking
Listening
And these thoughts
These thoughts
They become a path
They kiss and they join into one and turns into passing memories
That we listen to as we dance in the rain
While our hearts are in pain
I didn't jump yet
They killed me
They **** you
They **** us,
These thoughts
Jun 14, 2017
Jun 14, 2017 at 10:17 PM UTC
Your soul,
Was an embodiment of perfect imperfection,
Existing on the same plane with all of your insecurities
Banished from the land of the love ones
Gone with the wind as you fly trough the vast emptiness of your own universe
The lights that shine
As you swiftly
Gently moving across your memories
Disappear when you came to the realization
That you are no different
From the man who kicked me out of his house because you make out with a man
From the woman who supposed to raise me but slowly killing you instead
From the person who uttered words of hates as people like me pass by
You used to be the wings of Gabriel,
Covering me with the blessings from God
Now you're nothing
But a homunculus stuck in between glasses
Framed and frozen
Jun 14, 2017
Jun 14, 2017 at 10:15 PM UTC