i never pillow talk
cause you never know
who is listening behind the doors
i keep my secrets to my chest
cause they are worthy
i don't want another wealthy man
to trade them
selling people dreams
that you will never live
Them
Am me
not them
different cause i hate
my self
i dream dying
i wonder when
when
i will leave this
hell hole
am stuck
nightmares are dark
no light spark
i should have knew
that without money
life *****
No love
only hate and greed
i can't even trust my own seed
my generation smoke alot of ****
and proceed violence
my streets
these dayz lack silence
gunshots
another one down
mothers tears
fell down
his son layes
silent in the streets
kids gang bang
we all want to be rich
Light skin controls money
government promises
lies
Nightmares visit
every time
i close my eyes
her grave i didn't knew
Am 19
still a teen
i need a shoulder to lean
but non of the shoulders i trust
i live to make to make you proud
i listen to his word
but voices in my head are loud
dark cloud on my head
depression
on its mission...
nightmares my visions...
Jul 15, 2020
Jul 15, 2020 at 3:30 AM UTC
i never pillow talk
cause you never know
who is listening behind the doors
i keep my secrets to my chest
cause they are worthy
i don't want another wealthy man
to trade them
selling people dreams
that you will never live
Them
Am me
not them
different cause i hate
my self
i dream dying
i wonder when
when
i will leave this
hell hole
am stuck
nightmares are dark
no light spark
i should have knew
that without money
life *****
No love
only hate and greed
i can't even trust my own seed
my generation smoke alot of ****
and proceed violence
my streets
these dayz lack silence
gunshots
another one down
mothers tears
fell down
his son layes
silent in the streets
kids gang bang
we all want to be rich
Light skin controls money
government promises
lies
Nightmares visit
every time
i close my eyes
her grave i didn't knew
Am 19
still a teen
i need a shoulder to lean
but non of the shoulders i trust
i live to make to make you proud
i listen to his word
but voices in my head are loud
dark cloud on my head
depression
on its mission...
nightmares my visions...
Nightmare
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