bongani-g-kay - Hello Poetry

paint on paint... dark melanin the skin deeper the cave.... lowers Boers caskets they bury the truth be careful of those you eat with.... forbidden.... don't taste the fruit.... they say.... knowledge is pain.... they locked us in cage media paint me insane for sharing the good news like Jesus they nail me.... Judas my friend... look they cross me Caves secrets... read!!! the Scripture please.... my verse teach's.... listen... listen... fill the missing.... like its comprehension before their History.... version.... we are the one... who android it

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Aug 30, 2021

Aug 30, 2021 at 6:47 AM UTC

Cave secrets

paint on paint... dark melanin the skin deeper the cave.... lowers Boers caskets they bury the truth be careful of those you eat with.... forbidden.... don't taste the fruit.... they say.... knowledge is pain.... they locked us in cage media paint me insane for sharing the good news like Jesus they nail me.... Judas my friend... look they cross me Caves secrets... read!!! the Scripture please.... my verse teach's.... listen... listen... fill the missing.... like its comprehension before their History.... version.... we are the one... who android it

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Either Opt...2 roads i have a choice... Option... Can i raise my voice.... My conciouness... Talking... Should i trust him cause am him... Either... That's another route.... With different signs... I need yahh... As i lose myself..... In the mist darkness.... Can you hear my words... These words teach yah.... Cause they are the world.. Scripture... I ain't a preacher... But am the last prophet... I have been here. Wither My soul...dry... Drought change season position... Like pieces of a draft.... I doubt...the pen in my veins... It carries alot of secrets pains... Its the 14 day.. Observing the periods.... ************ cycle repeat... Is this my defeat... I wither... Lose all i had dehydrated... Probably my soul in stilled in society and social media hatred... Comment... that's my last moment.... Sweat and tears... My own body Wither...from decision taken either -kay🌹 Aka...🕊️-son of lee-dia-🕊️

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Feb 18, 2021

Feb 18, 2021 at 5:09 AM UTC

Either or wither

Either Opt...2 roads i have a choice... Option... Can i raise my voice.... My conciouness... Talking... Should i trust him cause am him... Either... That's another route.... With different signs... I need yahh... As i lose myself..... In the mist darkness.... Can you hear my words... These words teach yah.... Cause they are the world.. Scripture... I ain't a preacher... But am the last prophet... I have been here. Wither My soul...dry... Drought change season position... Like pieces of a draft.... I doubt...the pen in my veins... It carries alot of secrets pains... Its the 14 day.. Observing the periods.... ************ cycle repeat... Is this my defeat... I wither... Lose all i had dehydrated... Probably my soul in stilled in society and social media hatred... Comment... that's my last moment.... Sweat and tears... My own body Wither...from decision taken either -kay🌹 Aka...🕊️-son of lee-dia-🕊️

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Fresh air I need Suffocating I can't breath... Ventilation I get ... When am with you.. Relaxation kick in... Easily I breath in... Controllable feelings... I express... It's not complicated... Unless.... I stop breathing... Can I confess... To me.. You come first... joy in a flash.. When I hold you... I can feel myself breathing again. -kay🌹

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Jan 13, 2021

Jan 13, 2021 at 6:28 AM UTC

Breathing

Fresh air I need Suffocating I can't breath... Ventilation I get ... When am with you.. Relaxation kick in... Easily I breath in... Controllable feelings... I express... It's not complicated... Unless.... I stop breathing... Can I confess... To me.. You come first... joy in a flash.. When I hold you... I can feel myself breathing again. -kay🌹

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Roots (imvelaphi) Am proud of my roots.. Am proud of my people Am a proud african queen. And you should be proud too. That determines who you are... Where are you coming from... And where are you going... Ziqenye ngesiko lakho Ziqenye nge mvelaphi yakho.... Zithande ubuwena bakho... Be a proud African... Be proud of yourself.. Be proud of your roots... Ziqenye. 🌹

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Sep 24, 2020

Sep 24, 2020 at 4:59 AM UTC

Imvelaphi

Roots (imvelaphi) Am proud of my roots.. Am proud of my people Am a proud african queen. And you should be proud too. That determines who you are... Where are you coming from... And where are you going... Ziqenye ngesiko lakho Ziqenye nge mvelaphi yakho.... Zithande ubuwena bakho... Be a proud African... Be proud of yourself.. Be proud of your roots... Ziqenye. 🌹

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Temptations I wish i could smile like you.. I wish i could love my self like you... But i can't... Am damaged... My pain can't be managed.. Don't be suprised....when you see me hanging on the ceiling.... i can't contain this feeling.... killing my self an option..... temptations I never choose to feel this way.. I never had a choice.. To speak the way i feel... I never killed by the way i live to see my loved ones die... The anger in me... Grows Am ready to **** Temptations... I guess my temptations differs... From yours... Mine dark with scent of evil chilling... Voices whisper... Telling me take law in my baby hands Am still young with vengeful spirit... My heart desire things... That i can't offer.. Am tempted

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Sep 24, 2020

Sep 24, 2020 at 4:56 AM UTC

Temptations

Temptations I wish i could smile like you.. I wish i could love my self like you... But i can't... Am damaged... My pain can't be managed.. Don't be suprised....when you see me hanging on the ceiling.... i can't contain this feeling.... killing my self an option..... temptations I never choose to feel this way.. I never had a choice.. To speak the way i feel... I never killed by the way i live to see my loved ones die... The anger in me... Grows Am ready to **** Temptations... I guess my temptations differs... From yours... Mine dark with scent of evil chilling... Voices whisper... Telling me take law in my baby hands Am still young with vengeful spirit... My heart desire things... That i can't offer.. Am tempted

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They expect me to smile.. Like its okay... They expect me to laugh...like its funny.. They pretend to love... While i know am hated... Am progressing.... Receiving lord's blessing... This is the truth... You better do your confessions... Unhappy...i said Am in pain... thats sad...😔 No one cares about me... In reality.... I fade....no one notice me.....💔 Maybe am not attractive... They say looks don't matter... I don't matter... To them...🌹 My light place turn dark... I feel lonely... And unhappy.... If i had a wish.... I will make it to death... So i can be free... In my prison... I call myself... I heard of freedom.. But i don't know any...😔 I heard of anxiety and depression... I have those are many...🌹 Its okay hate me... I struggle loving myself.. I too...😔 Unhappy am... Your eye sees it too. -kay⚰️⚱️

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Sep 23, 2020

Sep 23, 2020 at 4:04 AM UTC

Unhappy

They expect me to smile.. Like its okay... They expect me to laugh...like its funny.. They pretend to love... While i know am hated... Am progressing.... Receiving lord's blessing... This is the truth... You better do your confessions... Unhappy...i said Am in pain... thats sad...😔 No one cares about me... In reality.... I fade....no one notice me.....💔 Maybe am not attractive... They say looks don't matter... I don't matter... To them...🌹 My light place turn dark... I feel lonely... And unhappy.... If i had a wish.... I will make it to death... So i can be free... In my prison... I call myself... I heard of freedom.. But i don't know any...😔 I heard of anxiety and depression... I have those are many...🌹 Its okay hate me... I struggle loving myself.. I too...😔 Unhappy am... Your eye sees it too. -kay⚰️⚱️

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look around you.. life evolves.. thank God.. he still got you gave you a fam... that you can relay to... am happy... even sometimes i complain too.. being blinded... by this world turn you into a fool.. i don't i want to dress and talk nice... for you to think am cool my Generation.. rebels but we live by the rules any way... adolescent take its play.. they hit the grounds... like savage.. but they ain't 21... i wonder what i will have.. when am 21.. will the people i love.. still around me... will the girl... i love still hit me... humble... i remain.... many cycles... mine not the main... am not perfect... am human... mistakes made... me... love...gave...me paranoia... but when am with... God... humble am...

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Sep 21, 2020

Sep 21, 2020 at 7:27 AM UTC

Humble

look around you.. life evolves.. thank God.. he still got you gave you a fam... that you can relay to... am happy... even sometimes i complain too.. being blinded... by this world turn you into a fool.. i don't i want to dress and talk nice... for you to think am cool my Generation.. rebels but we live by the rules any way... adolescent take its play.. they hit the grounds... like savage.. but they ain't 21... i wonder what i will have.. when am 21.. will the people i love.. still around me... will the girl... i love still hit me... humble... i remain.... many cycles... mine not the main... am not perfect... am human... mistakes made... me... love...gave...me paranoia... but when am with... God... humble am...

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Pray Our father.... In heavens... am in my dark place... Voices.... talking in latin... I don't understand they are offer... but all i know... they want me to sin.. I pray In happy moments to thank you and in sad ones to guide me.. My faith weak... I was hopeful... now it leaks... I hear voices... Getting louder... Gun in my hand they gave me choices... The light was left in me.. Was blown out... I seek for answers.... Ohh lord you hear me... Am your lost sheep... In night i pray... I can't sleep... I pray to get close to you father... Cause near you... I shall not fear non... I pray for light... To shine on me... In my dark place... Forgive us our sins... As we forgive...others... Amen -kay🌹🕯️

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Sep 21, 2020

Sep 21, 2020 at 7:23 AM UTC

Dark place

Pray Our father.... In heavens... am in my dark place... Voices.... talking in latin... I don't understand they are offer... but all i know... they want me to sin.. I pray In happy moments to thank you and in sad ones to guide me.. My faith weak... I was hopeful... now it leaks... I hear voices... Getting louder... Gun in my hand they gave me choices... The light was left in me.. Was blown out... I seek for answers.... Ohh lord you hear me... Am your lost sheep... In night i pray... I can't sleep... I pray to get close to you father... Cause near you... I shall not fear non... I pray for light... To shine on me... In my dark place... Forgive us our sins... As we forgive...others... Amen -kay🌹🕯️

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No mercy... Mercy is for the weak... No love Love always give people opportunity to hurt you.. I hate every moment... I wish i can disappear for while... No second chances... Cause no one deserves any... Trust is like cadles... You blow it mine gone for good... You can say am angry... Cause i got moods.. I change like weather.... To mess up your day... I feel nothing... But hate... Cause am hurt.... They stole my heart... Those i trusted Now am heartless... -kay🌹

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Sep 21, 2020

Sep 21, 2020 at 7:20 AM UTC

Heartless

No mercy... Mercy is for the weak... No love Love always give people opportunity to hurt you.. I hate every moment... I wish i can disappear for while... No second chances... Cause no one deserves any... Trust is like cadles... You blow it mine gone for good... You can say am angry... Cause i got moods.. I change like weather.... To mess up your day... I feel nothing... But hate... Cause am hurt.... They stole my heart... Those i trusted Now am heartless... -kay🌹

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I remember... Back then... When i was about 10... I was boy pretending to be a man... Always around my brothers... But they never wanted me to hang around... But i grew... Lookin up to them... Cause i was down... Dumb and young... Wanted to know the street code... Cause thats the way to break success codes.. That...was wrong mission.. I was aiming at... I just got told by a wise kid... He was just eight... Told me... To follow my dreams.. Thats only gold... I have.... My parents...said school... 12 years...as a slave Lose some my friends.. We dig graves... I wish to see them... When am back then... At my raising grounds -kay🌹

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Sep 21, 2020

Sep 21, 2020 at 7:18 AM UTC

Back then

I remember... Back then... When i was about 10... I was boy pretending to be a man... Always around my brothers... But they never wanted me to hang around... But i grew... Lookin up to them... Cause i was down... Dumb and young... Wanted to know the street code... Cause thats the way to break success codes.. That...was wrong mission.. I was aiming at... I just got told by a wise kid... He was just eight... Told me... To follow my dreams.. Thats only gold... I have.... My parents...said school... 12 years...as a slave Lose some my friends.. We dig graves... I wish to see them... When am back then... At my raising grounds -kay🌹

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