Today you will let go of him
I told myself
but it´s nothing you can decide
You can´t just stop feeling
You can´t just stop thinking
I thought I would never be able to let you go
I thought your sent would have staint me forever
But it was till the moment I saw you again
first it broke my heart how you smiled so easily without me
how you acted like nothing ever happend
but then I understood
You wear my key to happiness
but in fact the key opened an illusion
I became someone I wasn´t just for you to like me
you never fell in love with me
you fell in love with what I became
which was nothing but your sidekick
boosting your ego and showing me off
so now I understood why you never cared
and never will
because you fell in love with being loved
but you didn´t thought it was necessary to show love back
You took away my voice
but the day I saw you again I got it back
because I could finally tell myself that I would have been worth it
and that I am not the reason you walked away
because you never walked in to begin with.
Today I gaint my voice back
and I can finally say your name.
Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 2:21 PM UTC
Today you will let go of him
I told myself
but it´s nothing you can decide
You can´t just stop feeling
You can´t just stop thinking
I thought I would never be able to let you go
I thought your sent would have staint me forever
But it was till the moment I saw you again
first it broke my heart how you smiled so easily without me
how you acted like nothing ever happend
but then I understood
You wear my key to happiness
but in fact the key opened an illusion
I became someone I wasn´t just for you to like me
you never fell in love with me
you fell in love with what I became
which was nothing but your sidekick
boosting your ego and showing me off
so now I understood why you never cared
and never will
because you fell in love with being loved
but you didn´t thought it was necessary to show love back
You took away my voice
but the day I saw you again I got it back
because I could finally tell myself that I would have been worth it
and that I am not the reason you walked away
because you never walked in to begin with.
Today I gaint my voice back
and I can finally say your name.
