"Not tonight
No not tonight"
The lyrics play in my ears
I knew this was coming
In a wave or a rush
I was fine, okay , meh at the least
Then the song played
Speaking of the fear of love and rejection I feel so often
Then all the other thoughts of feelings came pouring out
In a wave with a rush
Woe is me
Woe is my grandma
Woe is my health
Woe is all around and all consuming
Woe is my life and others
These are the thoughts I wish would stay hidden
But not tonight
No not tonight
Tonight my feelings say "I demand to be felt"
I respond
Not tonight
No no tonight
This night I have nowhere to escape
All can hear my weeps
All will know my feelings are real
Even me
Not tonight
No not tonight
Spare me just one more day
Feb 18, 2016
Feb 18, 2016 at 12:45 AM UTC
"Not tonight
No not tonight"
The lyrics play in my ears
I knew this was coming
In a wave or a rush
I was fine, okay , meh at the least
Then the song played
Speaking of the fear of love and rejection I feel so often
Then all the other thoughts of feelings came pouring out
In a wave with a rush
Woe is me
Woe is my grandma
Woe is my health
Woe is all around and all consuming
Woe is my life and others
These are the thoughts I wish would stay hidden
But not tonight
No not tonight
Tonight my feelings say "I demand to be felt"
I respond
Not tonight
No no tonight
This night I have nowhere to escape
All can hear my weeps
All will know my feelings are real
Even me
Not tonight
No not tonight
Spare me just one more day
