hello. long time no see... haven't been writing too much as of late but.. im returning with one im very unsure about. so please give me your opinions. i want them and need to make this better because it is not conveying how i feel!
i never quite understood
what people meant when they said
"you'll have big feelings
when you're a teenager.
they're really strong."
i didn't quite get
the extent of what they meant
by that.
but now i get it.
you're constantly upset with yourself
for little things.
like not having that clear skin
you desperately want
but can't get
because you're hormonal
and the acne just won't stop
to the point it frustrated you --
then you begin to compare yourself
to the kids that surround you.
or when you scroll on instagram
and tiktok
seeing these people
so thin,
flat tummies.
they make it look like
it's healthy,
it's easy.
but it's not.
you need to learn
that you are allowed
to have a thicker body
because it's healthy.
but you don't get that.
because when you're going through
puberty,
and hormone changes,
and growth spurts --
you compare and compare
and why?
all you see is edited bodies online.
your whole life is
on your little phone.
you see it no matter what.
and you grow accustomed to
comaparing yourself
to the point it's
all
you
ever
do.
you can't stop.
you talk down on yourself and it
just somehow makes you feel worse
than before.
because you have big feelings.
and they're strong.
so you need to look after yourself
in the healthiest way
you can.
hoping to come back to this account a bit more.. but we'll see! :)
Oct 6, 2025
Oct 6, 2025 at 10:38 AM UTC
hello. long time no see... haven't been writing too much as of late but.. im returning with one im very unsure about. so please give me your opinions. i want them and need to make this better because it is not conveying how i feel!
i never quite understood
what people meant when they said
"you'll have big feelings
when you're a teenager.
they're really strong."
i didn't quite get
the extent of what they meant
by that.
but now i get it.
you're constantly upset with yourself
for little things.
like not having that clear skin
you desperately want
but can't get
because you're hormonal
and the acne just won't stop
to the point it frustrated you --
then you begin to compare yourself
to the kids that surround you.
or when you scroll on instagram
and tiktok
seeing these people
so thin,
flat tummies.
they make it look like
it's healthy,
it's easy.
but it's not.
you need to learn
that you are allowed
to have a thicker body
because it's healthy.
but you don't get that.
because when you're going through
puberty,
and hormone changes,
and growth spurts --
you compare and compare
and why?
all you see is edited bodies online.
your whole life is
on your little phone.
you see it no matter what.
and you grow accustomed to
comaparing yourself
to the point it's
all
you
ever
do.
you can't stop.
you talk down on yourself and it
just somehow makes you feel worse
than before.
because you have big feelings.
and they're strong.
so you need to look after yourself
in the healthiest way
you can.
hoping to come back to this account a bit more.. but we'll see! :)
