The pains you left in me.
The pains by you stabbing my heart with dull knives.
Nevertheless, you won't let me forget about you. You are still right in my heart, repeating all our times with pure joy in my eyes.
With my heart bleeding, I am still trying to move forward and walk my own path alone, pretending I am getting fine.
In reality, all in confusion, I am still stuck in the very same place and cannot stop questioning what was the truth and what future to pursue from now on.
Should I wait for you? Or should I just put all our shared dreams down? Can I forgive you albeit all the pains and shattered trust?
I miss you.
I know it is not the right time to face you -but I am terribly missing you.
May 30, 2019
May 30, 2019 at 1:28 AM UTC
The pains you left in me.
The pains by you stabbing my heart with dull knives.
Nevertheless, you won't let me forget about you. You are still right in my heart, repeating all our times with pure joy in my eyes.
With my heart bleeding, I am still trying to move forward and walk my own path alone, pretending I am getting fine.
In reality, all in confusion, I am still stuck in the very same place and cannot stop questioning what was the truth and what future to pursue from now on.
Should I wait for you? Or should I just put all our shared dreams down? Can I forgive you albeit all the pains and shattered trust?
I miss you.
I know it is not the right time to face you -but I am terribly missing you.