I smoke alone tonight
Just the snow geese and me
I should turn out the light
And finally go to sleep
But you're not here
And it's cold inside my bed
You get up early
I come home late
I shouldn't worry
everything seems great
And this feeling I can't describe
An Emptiness
And so I hide inside this dream
My new life
I made you up
You're not alive
It scares me more than you know
When you're not around
I just want to let it all go
So I get drunk
I get trashed
I drudge things up from my own past
Inside my head
I can't win
If I go out
If I stay in
Disappear to hide my sins
Who am I if no one knows
Things I have done
Lengths I will go to
Jan 5, 2015
Jan 5, 2015 at 9:02 PM UTC
I smoke alone tonight
Just the snow geese and me
I should turn out the light
And finally go to sleep
But you're not here
And it's cold inside my bed
You get up early
I come home late
I shouldn't worry
everything seems great
And this feeling I can't describe
An Emptiness
And so I hide inside this dream
My new life
I made you up
You're not alive
It scares me more than you know
When you're not around
I just want to let it all go
So I get drunk
I get trashed
I drudge things up from my own past
Inside my head
I can't win
If I go out
If I stay in
Disappear to hide my sins
Who am I if no one knows
Things I have done
Lengths I will go to
