I don't believe anything
I'm so tired of watching my back
For nothing
Or is it nothing?
What if it's something?
Do they see me as something?
Something to toy with
Something to talk about
Behind my back with
I love her i do
But i'm terrified too
That she's toying with me
Whenever i leave
Her arms and her sight
She tells them of our night
And they laugh
For i'm so foolish
To think anyone would love me
I love him i do
My brother i've trusted
For years since we climbed trees
But when i see him
Talk to people i've
Never met
And they laugh
His lips make my name
Did he ever think of me the same?
But i dont know
If it's all in my head
And i dont want to lose them
If i lose them
There's nobody left
I just wish i could be sure of if they were lying to me
Or if i was lying to me
God i hope
It's just me lying to me
Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 9:47 AM UTC
I don't believe anything
I'm so tired of watching my back
For nothing
Or is it nothing?
What if it's something?
Do they see me as something?
Something to toy with
Something to talk about
Behind my back with
I love her i do
But i'm terrified too
That she's toying with me
Whenever i leave
Her arms and her sight
She tells them of our night
And they laugh
For i'm so foolish
To think anyone would love me
I love him i do
My brother i've trusted
For years since we climbed trees
But when i see him
Talk to people i've
Never met
And they laugh
His lips make my name
Did he ever think of me the same?
But i dont know
If it's all in my head
And i dont want to lose them
If i lose them
There's nobody left
I just wish i could be sure of if they were lying to me
Or if i was lying to me
God i hope
It's just me lying to me
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