I want to feel you profoundly
I want you to mean so much to me
that I'd die for you
It seems I'm always losing friends
It seems as though I'm losing my mind
I am not your kind
Introspective and shy
Less than meets the eye
You thought you were,
But I knew you weren't right
I want to write songs about heartache
And mean it
I need you to come into my heart
I need you to wrap your arms
Around my neck
A little tighter
Become one with my skin
I want to feel you
in my veins
Make me forget that I am in control
Fool me into thinking you are
my only way home
Because I'm no good or bad, I simply exist
And I'm tired of living
Like this
I prefer small significant moments
Over big grand gestures
Edible as a sunflower
Put me in your mouth
I want to taste myself through you
Raw
Sustaining
Satisfied
Moving five countries away
Will never rid you from yourself
You can pour liquor to fill
The drought in you
Temporary self-inflicted
Oblivion
You'll still remain
desiccate and vacant
In the end
In the end
unknowingly
so promising
Something is not right with my brain
I don't believe the words they say
This is the truest lie I've ever written
I mistake you for the moon somehow
My anxiety is here and I am real
Where do all the others go?
My skin falls off of my bones
The boy behind the computer screen
Is the closest thing to love I've known
I can feel my soul departing from my clothes
All of this to tell you something
All of this to express nothing
Keep breathing
keep breathing
This is what you chose
Sep 26, 2014
Sep 26, 2014 at 12:56 AM UTC
I want to feel you profoundly
I want you to mean so much to me
that I'd die for you
It seems I'm always losing friends
It seems as though I'm losing my mind
I am not your kind
Introspective and shy
Less than meets the eye
You thought you were,
But I knew you weren't right
I want to write songs about heartache
And mean it
I need you to come into my heart
I need you to wrap your arms
Around my neck
A little tighter
Become one with my skin
I want to feel you
in my veins
Make me forget that I am in control
Fool me into thinking you are
my only way home
Because I'm no good or bad, I simply exist
And I'm tired of living
Like this
I prefer small significant moments
Over big grand gestures
Edible as a sunflower
Put me in your mouth
I want to taste myself through you
Raw
Sustaining
Satisfied
Moving five countries away
Will never rid you from yourself
You can pour liquor to fill
The drought in you
Temporary self-inflicted
Oblivion
You'll still remain
desiccate and vacant
In the end
In the end
unknowingly
so promising
Something is not right with my brain
I don't believe the words they say
This is the truest lie I've ever written
I mistake you for the moon somehow
My anxiety is here and I am real
Where do all the others go?
My skin falls off of my bones
The boy behind the computer screen
Is the closest thing to love I've known
I can feel my soul departing from my clothes
All of this to tell you something
All of this to express nothing
Keep breathing
keep breathing
This is what you chose
my mind is dizzy
my body feels heavy and slow
I am trying, I am trying my best to cope
