I get so angry I can’t handle it and then the sadness swells and swells I try to avoid it I try to distract myself with work and this and that and art and then I feel it coming towards me
That feeling of wanting to go away
That feeling of wanting to disappear
To dissolve existence
It consumes me and I can’t sleep
I just sit with the feeling consuming me
Knowing I can’t give in to it I better not
to much relys on me to let go
But I don’t want to go on anymore
I try to push it away and it consumes me more
I try to drown it with anything that feels better but it doesn’t last
In the end it’s just me and the feeling sitting together forever
Apr 13, 2025
Apr 13, 2025 at 1:46 AM UTC
I get so angry I can’t handle it and then the sadness swells and swells I try to avoid it I try to distract myself with work and this and that and art and then I feel it coming towards me
That feeling of wanting to go away
That feeling of wanting to disappear
To dissolve existence
It consumes me and I can’t sleep
I just sit with the feeling consuming me
Knowing I can’t give in to it I better not
to much relys on me to let go
But I don’t want to go on anymore
I try to push it away and it consumes me more
I try to drown it with anything that feels better but it doesn’t last
In the end it’s just me and the feeling sitting together forever
Feelings
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