I have to thank you
I see who I have been
I understand what I was
I look to where I am going
I have to thank you
I feel the pallor of the existence I led
I touch the shell I once inhabited
I have to thank you
I hold no hate
I do breathe anger
I concede to the pain
I pray it is mine alone
I have to thank you
Without this decimated phase
I wouldn’t have pushed through
Without the values earned in losing us
I would never believed in myself like I do now
I have to thank you
You understood what it took for me to flourish
You hated me for it
You craved me for it
I have to thank you
The chess matches I create are false
I always wanted to accept you
I always wanted to be your exception
(if only because you were mine)
I have to thank you
I may never tell you
I may never even lead you on to this
I probably won’t ever give you the respect you are due
I have to thank you
I have to thank you for
For all the things we destroyed even ourselves
We are the difference between knowing and being
We are the people who will forever be….
I have to thank you
I have new existence
I have new purpose
Though I may wane and my ideas shift
Like the sands I asked you to see beauty in
Even if some days I grow despondent
Like the answers you gave me on those days
I have to thank you
Good luck………..
Apr 6, 2010
Apr 6, 2010 at 11:35 PM UTC
I have to thank you
I see who I have been
I understand what I was
I look to where I am going
I have to thank you
I feel the pallor of the existence I led
I touch the shell I once inhabited
I have to thank you
I hold no hate
I do breathe anger
I concede to the pain
I pray it is mine alone
I have to thank you
Without this decimated phase
I wouldn’t have pushed through
Without the values earned in losing us
I would never believed in myself like I do now
I have to thank you
You understood what it took for me to flourish
You hated me for it
You craved me for it
I have to thank you
The chess matches I create are false
I always wanted to accept you
I always wanted to be your exception
(if only because you were mine)
I have to thank you
I may never tell you
I may never even lead you on to this
I probably won’t ever give you the respect you are due
I have to thank you
I have to thank you for
For all the things we destroyed even ourselves
We are the difference between knowing and being
We are the people who will forever be….
I have to thank you
I have new existence
I have new purpose
Though I may wane and my ideas shift
Like the sands I asked you to see beauty in
Even if some days I grow despondent
Like the answers you gave me on those days
I have to thank you
Good luck………..