no
oh god, no
leave me be
dreams of you are ruining my sleep
run away,
far, far, away
in those terrible white heels i see
plaguing me
you wore a baby blue and white boho dress
and it wounds me
as it sits in my closet
because I haven't touched it since
it was yours, in my mind.
always yours
from the moment the fabric graced your hips
and that smile spread on your lips
and you turned into someone new
there was something about the ensemble,
later that night
inhibition melted away and I saw the real you for a moment,
or a few
strange that you are so many complex people
wrapped into one shallow being
that you would be scared to show me again who you were once truly
as if the entire world watched through my eyes
but I can promise, friend no longer,
it was only myself, and my whole self,
who watched you
in hatred and admiration
Jun 9, 2022
Jun 9, 2022 at 1:36 PM UTC
no
oh god, no
leave me be
dreams of you are ruining my sleep
run away,
far, far, away
in those terrible white heels i see
plaguing me
you wore a baby blue and white boho dress
and it wounds me
as it sits in my closet
because I haven't touched it since
it was yours, in my mind.
always yours
from the moment the fabric graced your hips
and that smile spread on your lips
and you turned into someone new
there was something about the ensemble,
later that night
inhibition melted away and I saw the real you for a moment,
or a few
strange that you are so many complex people
wrapped into one shallow being
that you would be scared to show me again who you were once truly
as if the entire world watched through my eyes
but I can promise, friend no longer,
it was only myself, and my whole self,
who watched you
in hatred and admiration
