I was sad for a while, quite a long while.
And i never felt beautiful.
I couldn't sit there with myself without letting my thoughts destroy me, without wanting to destroy myself.
And that caused me to almost destroy the most important relationship in my life.
There was nothing beautiful about it.
But now I'm happy.
Now I'm happier than I've ever been.
And I kindof do feel beautiful, for once in my life.
Because I look at him, and how happy I can make him now, and i can see the beauty in me that I think he sees.
I can see it reflecting back at me in his eyes, in his smile, in his voice.
There was no beauty in my sadness.
But this, where I'm at right now,
This is beauty.
Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 2:30 PM UTC
I was sad for a while, quite a long while.
And i never felt beautiful.
I couldn't sit there with myself without letting my thoughts destroy me, without wanting to destroy myself.
And that caused me to almost destroy the most important relationship in my life.
There was nothing beautiful about it.
But now I'm happy.
Now I'm happier than I've ever been.
And I kindof do feel beautiful, for once in my life.
Because I look at him, and how happy I can make him now, and i can see the beauty in me that I think he sees.
I can see it reflecting back at me in his eyes, in his smile, in his voice.
There was no beauty in my sadness.
But this, where I'm at right now,
This is beauty.
