I was drowning in psychology
Keeping myself a secret,
So that no one could use my weakness
Because every night I used to sleep in regret.
Regret of telling a part of me
Regret of telling even when no one listens,
Regret of being who I am
Because with passing days my regret deepens.
I changed myself and became a harder version,
A version that is stronger and guarded,
And then I noticed
Everyone started getting parted.
And a time came
When I started loving my company,
Living alone in peace and thoughts
Only me, myself and my symphony.
But what happened next
Was the least thing I could ever expect,
Someone just entered my life
And within a month leave an impact.
With a normal rude Conversation
We became friends
I saw him, seeking glances of me,
But I just pretended.
Cause I can't let my guards down,
Not when it was built of hurt,
Then why am I telling him everything?
But I failed, I tried to be alert.
Stalking me, my likes, dislikes and the ring I wore
He used to ask his friend about me,
Initially it was weird but still comfortable
Vulnerable me, can't even unsee it.
I am changing these days
People say I became more cheerful,
I think he made me one,
Until now I was fearful.
From testing each other to late night chats,
I feel like he's my comfort zone,
With poems as B'day gifts
From rude to flirt there's a shift in my tone.
Telling each other about whole day,
It's our new routine,
From question game to answer of short,
All memories are on my mind's bulletin.
I don't want to ruin our relation
By giving it a title,
But it's something more than friends but less than a couple
Cause I don't mention everyone to gpt until it's vital.
Dec 17, 2025
Dec 17, 2025 at 1:51 PM UTC
I was drowning in psychology
Keeping myself a secret,
So that no one could use my weakness
Because every night I used to sleep in regret.
Regret of telling a part of me
Regret of telling even when no one listens,
Regret of being who I am
Because with passing days my regret deepens.
I changed myself and became a harder version,
A version that is stronger and guarded,
And then I noticed
Everyone started getting parted.
And a time came
When I started loving my company,
Living alone in peace and thoughts
Only me, myself and my symphony.
But what happened next
Was the least thing I could ever expect,
Someone just entered my life
And within a month leave an impact.
With a normal rude Conversation
We became friends
I saw him, seeking glances of me,
But I just pretended.
Cause I can't let my guards down,
Not when it was built of hurt,
Then why am I telling him everything?
But I failed, I tried to be alert.
Stalking me, my likes, dislikes and the ring I wore
He used to ask his friend about me,
Initially it was weird but still comfortable
Vulnerable me, can't even unsee it.
I am changing these days
People say I became more cheerful,
I think he made me one,
Until now I was fearful.
From testing each other to late night chats,
I feel like he's my comfort zone,
With poems as B'day gifts
From rude to flirt there's a shift in my tone.
Telling each other about whole day,
It's our new routine,
From question game to answer of short,
All memories are on my mind's bulletin.
I don't want to ruin our relation
By giving it a title,
But it's something more than friends but less than a couple
Cause I don't mention everyone to gpt until it's vital.
FOR THAT ONE UNEXPECTED BOND WE ALL EXPERIENCE ONCE......