I don’t know why
Loving you doesn’t feel right
Maybe it’s just in my mind
But why love can’t make me blind
Jan 7
Jan 7, 2026 at 10:49 AM UTC
After so many days
I felt alive.
Cause my heart is gone,
But,
This time my brain didn't fight.
Dec 25, 2025
Dec 25, 2025 at 8:33 AM UTC
I realised
After trying so hard
We were so close
But still apart.
On the same page
But never the same book
But like they say-
"It's okay to let yourself off the hook".
Dec 23, 2025
Dec 23, 2025 at 5:59 AM UTC
I don't believe that,
Love at first eye contact
Until something caught my sight
Who's the owner of that pair of bronzite?
Why did I chocked
When our eyes get locked?
Is that how the universe works
Or I'm being a total ****
Wait. Can you hear that?
The humming of trees?
Singing of breeze?
The birds chirping?
people chatting?
The violin of the closing door?
shoes clicking on the floor?
Okay
I lost in his eyes
And my own thoughts,
But look at that,
Rays reflecting through his eyes,
Making it hard to compromise
And that pupil, coloured by coal?
Becomes the blackhole.
The galaxy of brown iris
Now my world revolve around it
My heart clashes
**** those thick black lashes.
Is that the Newton's law of gravitation?
That he describes?
Cause I am falling for him due to
Gravitational pull of those eyes...
Dec 20, 2025
Dec 20, 2025 at 3:32 PM UTC
I know you are again sitting in the dark,
In search of some peace,
I told you, you weren't to blame
So stop punishing yourself, please.
I know I am still running in your mind,
And you are doing same to me,
By let's just leave all this behind,
My wings are clipped but I'll let you free.
Neither we are culprits nor victims,
It was our luck or somewhat destiny,
So let's stop accusing ourselves,
Maybe God saw you were not the best with me.
I hope you could hear all my wishes,
Cause it was not in my hands to be someone's MRS.
Dec 18, 2025
Dec 18, 2025 at 12:26 AM UTC
I was drowning in psychology
Keeping myself a secret,
So that no one could use my weakness
Because every night I used to sleep in regret.
Regret of telling a part of me
Regret of telling even when no one listens,
Regret of being who I am
Because with passing days my regret deepens.
I changed myself and became a harder version,
A version that is stronger and guarded,
And then I noticed
Everyone started getting parted.
And a time came
When I started loving my company,
Living alone in peace and thoughts
Only me, myself and my symphony.
But what happened next
Was the least thing I could ever expect,
Someone just entered my life
And within a month leave an impact.
With a normal rude Conversation
We became friends
I saw him, seeking glances of me,
But I just pretended.
Cause I can't let my guards down,
Not when it was built of hurt,
Then why am I telling him everything?
But I failed, I tried to be alert.
Stalking me, my likes, dislikes and the ring I wore
He used to ask his friend about me,
Initially it was weird but still comfortable
Vulnerable me, can't even unsee it.
I am changing these days
People say I became more cheerful,
I think he made me one,
Until now I was fearful.
From testing each other to late night chats,
I feel like he's my comfort zone,
With poems as B'day gifts
From rude to flirt there's a shift in my tone.
Telling each other about whole day,
It's our new routine,
From question game to answer of short,
All memories are on my mind's bulletin.
I don't want to ruin our relation
By giving it a title,
But it's something more than friends but less than a couple
Cause I don't mention everyone to gpt until it's vital.
Dec 17, 2025
Dec 17, 2025 at 1:51 PM UTC
I was not the silence,
I was the storm that comes after it,
but now my storm is silent
and my silence so chaotic.
I am drowning in music
to calm my soul and myself
but it disturbed my silence
now my silence screams for help.
I was waiting for the right person,
sitting near jezero
in water so silent and still
I saw someone, maybe, my hero
I started figuring out, now
whether I am silent or the storm
I got my answer and smiled
looking at the chaos disappearing in its most silent form.
Dec 16, 2025
Dec 16, 2025 at 10:38 PM UTC