I don't ACTUALLY know what it's like to have a boyfriend
I mean I do, because I have one
And i'm not saying I don't love it or him because I do
I'm just saying that I think I only know what it feels like when I can prove it
Because whenever he's not with me
Which is more than when he is
I feel like he's an idea
Not a reality
And I want that reality so bad
I need that reality
I crave it
Because my ideas will tear me apart of I let them
Because the stuff I can come up with
Kills:
It kills dreams
Memories
Hopes
Fantasies
And replaces them with:
Fears
Assumptions
Obsessions
And Nightmares
Jun 27, 2017
Jun 27, 2017 at 2:24 AM UTC
I don't ACTUALLY know what it's like to have a boyfriend
I mean I do, because I have one
And i'm not saying I don't love it or him because I do
I'm just saying that I think I only know what it feels like when I can prove it
Because whenever he's not with me
Which is more than when he is
I feel like he's an idea
Not a reality
And I want that reality so bad
I need that reality
I crave it
Because my ideas will tear me apart of I let them
Because the stuff I can come up with
Kills:
It kills dreams
Memories
Hopes
Fantasies
And replaces them with:
Fears
Assumptions
Obsessions
And Nightmares
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