It saddens me to think
You couldn’t look at a me for who I was
Who I could have been
and not what you make of it
And not through your careless construct
and as consolation
for you to bank on when all else fail
It saddens me to think that
My emotions were never safe with you
That there was never a strive
It was disposable rather
Not just my flesh but my whole being
It saddens me to think that
Your emotions never found home in me
For I thought I found solace
A comfort
Are we so sad to face such fate
So unfortunate to lose it in a day
So flimsy
Was whatever was there
Couldn’t we communicate
Couldn’t you give me a day of respite
From thinking what sham this was
Can’t live a life so empty
So scared
Walking on precarious lies
I wasn’t built for this
I didn’t deserve this
To barely cling on
To loose thread of distrust
Low aspirations
It isn’t worth a life
May 13, 2022
May 13, 2022 at 3:02 AM UTC
It saddens me to think
You couldn’t look at a me for who I was
Who I could have been
and not what you make of it
And not through your careless construct
and as consolation
for you to bank on when all else fail
It saddens me to think that
My emotions were never safe with you
That there was never a strive
It was disposable rather
Not just my flesh but my whole being
It saddens me to think that
Your emotions never found home in me
For I thought I found solace
A comfort
Are we so sad to face such fate
So unfortunate to lose it in a day
So flimsy
Was whatever was there
Couldn’t we communicate
Couldn’t you give me a day of respite
From thinking what sham this was
Can’t live a life so empty
So scared
Walking on precarious lies
I wasn’t built for this
I didn’t deserve this
To barely cling on
To loose thread of distrust
Low aspirations
It isn’t worth a life
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