Once again, it comes again,
Chase away the hunger with cigarettes
And don't give in
I watch the numbers bob up and down,
A water park of emotion
And I feel that I will drown
Watering myself like a plant,
I need only sunshine and water and that's it,
And I wish I could stop but I can't
Every day the numbers get smaller
I start to feel so little
But the demon in me grows taller
My mom loves having 'skinny kids,'
Never mind my health
I just have to see my ribs
I think I'm cursed
It got into my head,
It's never been worse
I won't eat until I'm dead.
Oct 29, 2022
Oct 29, 2022 at 2:19 PM UTC
Once again, it comes again,
Chase away the hunger with cigarettes
And don't give in
I watch the numbers bob up and down,
A water park of emotion
And I feel that I will drown
Watering myself like a plant,
I need only sunshine and water and that's it,
And I wish I could stop but I can't
Every day the numbers get smaller
I start to feel so little
But the demon in me grows taller
My mom loves having 'skinny kids,'
Never mind my health
I just have to see my ribs
I think I'm cursed
It got into my head,
It's never been worse
I won't eat until I'm dead.
10.29.22
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