Sometimes I dream of it
Of the realm of nonexistence
That place that lies beyond time and space
Where thoughts never spoken rest calmly
Where praises never heard of, echo angrily
And in the void where everything and nothing meets:
There too must I float
Just for a little while
Just ‘til the mind finds its place once more
Until the pressing feeling inside goes away
Then the darkness would be bearable
When the universe will make itself known
A second chance shall extend its hand
And all would be forgiven
But this cannot be the case
Not yet at least
Though most days feel grim,
And the future looks only but gray
Still, I must exist
For a while longer, at the very least
One day shall be my day
One day, I’ll find a way
One day
One day
Apr 24, 2025
Apr 24, 2025 at 2:23 PM UTC
Sometimes I dream of it
Of the realm of nonexistence
That place that lies beyond time and space
Where thoughts never spoken rest calmly
Where praises never heard of, echo angrily
And in the void where everything and nothing meets:
There too must I float
Just for a little while
Just ‘til the mind finds its place once more
Until the pressing feeling inside goes away
Then the darkness would be bearable
When the universe will make itself known
A second chance shall extend its hand
And all would be forgiven
But this cannot be the case
Not yet at least
Though most days feel grim,
And the future looks only but gray
Still, I must exist
For a while longer, at the very least
One day shall be my day
One day, I’ll find a way
One day
One day
Though at times it would be easier to just be gone, I don't want to. I want to exist, I NEED to exist.
