I really don't know why?

ikvaran-kaur Poems

I really don't know why i feel myself breaking everyday, Maybe i did something wrong in past due to which i have to pay. I really don't know why my heart have restricted to spread it's vein, I guess it got hurt so much and don't wanna feel that pain again. I really don't know why your actions still bothers me today, Maybe it's the attachment that we created within a few days. I really don't know why hearing your name still breaks my heart into two, But trust me i have tried so many times to get over you. I really don't know why i suddenly starts to hate you sometimes, Maybe i feel so betrayed not reclaiming the time when we had laughter filled with wine. I really don't know why i still hope that someday I'll hear your voice, Not for too long but it will atleast make me smile for a little while. I really don't know if you ever gonna read this someday, But if you did, don't be sad As it's the only way that let my heart down a little less weigh. P.S.- I still adore you the same!