I think, sometimes you have to say 'fuck this, I deserve better than you'
I've been saying that since I was 10 about my parents. Cos they **** you up, don't they? Your mum and your dad. **** I deserve more than a mother who cared more about a pint than my school shoes. A mother who knows more vulgarities than appraisals.
**** I deserve more than the bitchy-twig-thin-blonde that I convinced myself was my best friend for 5 years. u little ***** I deserve more than a text every 6 months about how you 'wish we were still friends.' I deserved more than taking the back seat for a guy. I deserve more than your texts to 'keep me sweet' and your promises that are as empty as your personality.
**** I deserved more than the 'friends' that made me feel bad about being sad. As if the complete ******* up of my life didn't have quite enough guilt. I deserved more than their forced drinking, I deserved more than being their run around, ordered around. I deserved more.
and ******* hell, did I deserve more than the ****** ex that near ruined, and ended, my life. I deserve more than to wonder if you're still alive, because in all honesty I tell people you are dead and I've never been much of a liar.
I deserve me. I deserved time by myself to get to know myself. You should get rid of ****** people because I've never been happier
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 8:55 PM UTC
I think, sometimes you have to say 'fuck this, I deserve better than you'
I've been saying that since I was 10 about my parents. Cos they **** you up, don't they? Your mum and your dad. **** I deserve more than a mother who cared more about a pint than my school shoes. A mother who knows more vulgarities than appraisals.
**** I deserve more than the bitchy-twig-thin-blonde that I convinced myself was my best friend for 5 years. u little ***** I deserve more than a text every 6 months about how you 'wish we were still friends.' I deserved more than taking the back seat for a guy. I deserve more than your texts to 'keep me sweet' and your promises that are as empty as your personality.
**** I deserved more than the 'friends' that made me feel bad about being sad. As if the complete ******* up of my life didn't have quite enough guilt. I deserved more than their forced drinking, I deserved more than being their run around, ordered around. I deserved more.
and ******* hell, did I deserve more than the ****** ex that near ruined, and ended, my life. I deserve more than to wonder if you're still alive, because in all honesty I tell people you are dead and I've never been much of a liar.
I deserve me. I deserved time by myself to get to know myself. You should get rid of ****** people because I've never been happier
