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Where am i ?                  What i'm doing here ? I'm looking through my shadow                  But what do i see ? Black soul , maniac thoughts                  How am i still living ? I'm "almost" destroyed mentally                   Physically strong as rock Why can't i control myself ?                   I'm so insecure , immature I'm having Schizophrenia                   Dementia praecox Fundamental derangement of my mind                   Probably caused by an emotional disorder Emotional illness affecting in my personality                   I'm Neurosis , Neurasthenic Nerve dysfunction                    I'm walking away To forget all this pain                  To walk and never get back Part of my body already dead                  I don't know if i'm going to survive From this midlife crisis                 This is nothing that elapsed I'm sure it's just the beginning of hell                  Half spent Not much left                  That's how it used to be That's how it going to be                 Struggling with desease Smiling is hard but easy                 As much as slutty Psychotic confession                 Irritability
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Feb 25, 2014
Feb 25, 2014 at 3:57 PM UTC
Irritability
Where am i ?                  What i'm doing here ? I'm looking through my shadow                  But what do i see ? Black soul , maniac thoughts                  How am i still living ? I'm "almost" destroyed mentally                   Physically strong as rock Why can't i control myself ?                   I'm so insecure , immature I'm having Schizophrenia                   Dementia praecox Fundamental derangement of my mind                   Probably caused by an emotional disorder Emotional illness affecting in my personality                   I'm Neurosis , Neurasthenic Nerve dysfunction                    I'm walking away To forget all this pain                  To walk and never get back Part of my body already dead                  I don't know if i'm going to survive From this midlife crisis                 This is nothing that elapsed I'm sure it's just the beginning of hell                  Half spent Not much left                  That's how it used to be That's how it going to be                 Struggling with desease Smiling is hard but easy                 As much as slutty Psychotic confession                 Irritability
I hope you like this poem ! it has alot of cold and ****** emotions ! if you look deeply inside you'll see the meaning of this poem ! it's depressing and most of it is true except for being psychopath , neurosis , .... It's just my imagination
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Feb 25, 2014
Feb 25, 2014 at 3:57 PM UTC
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