
one-in-a-million
Moroccan
My name is Manal , ooh what can i say i love everything classic yeah i love new music as pop and rap (eminem,shakira,iggy azealia,....) but old classic jazz give me lot of passion and makes me just sway and swing all around the house it really excite me i love being class and also classic that's why i feel myself unique, you can't find someone like me. I love writing poems it's my best hobby all over the time it's where i find my secret creativity and passion hidden.
I shall give thee my love
Prithee with no deceit
I know not. Know you?
A glance of the eye
To ponder in woodness
Tis not keak nor whiteliver
A sky with wooly clouds
Methought you are theow
I shall bethink myself
Good morrow my lady!
My heart sings to see thee
Shy love, methinks of thou
O come hither, my life's delight!
Fie ! Fie on you !
To make me melt in thou words
Forsooth tis me, your prey
Nay my lady! tis me.
O my love's like a red rose.
I bid you to be ruled by me
I want to guard your honor
I pray to see thee with me
Aye my lord! Thou are mine
And I shall be thine.
You are the true sapphire
your fair sweet face
Make me cherish all that is good.
I want to stay faithful
I could never constrain myself
from loving and praising you.
Mine eyes have drawn thy shape
Which, like a jewel hung in ghastly night.
Peace in thy breast!
So sweet to rest!
Alas! Thus If I am to die
Shh-- My love we shall die together
For I could not imagine
The pain I shall have to bear.
Tis thou whom I love and desire
For you, my sweet companion
I have thus given my heart.
Dec 25, 2015
Dec 25, 2015 at 4:21 PM UTC
I live alone in my dreams
Who can listen to me?
Who cares about my screams?
How good does it feel to be free?
I always struggle to build...
To build my own life...
My own life that has been destroyed..
Destroyed by my own home.
Family!! What family?
Family means being there.
Where are you? Are you here ?
I do see you everyday,but
I've never saw you beside me.
I need you so bad but i'm over it
Thanks to you, I threw my heart
To rely on this cold feelings.
Now I can't cure my homesickness.
You left me alone in my dreams.
The dark listened to me.
Madness cared about my screams.
The birds are flying with me.
Jul 2, 2015
Jul 2, 2015 at 11:00 AM UTC
Love is lust, Love is faith
Beautiful emotions, deceptive feelings
Didn't know what to do after being rejected ?
Oh! Parents, Parents!
They loved each other madly
But wasn't meant to be together
They fought for the existence of love
Oh! Parents, Parents!
Why closing the door for this young dreamers ?
The answer is within society
Inequality among the members of society
Oh, Parents, Parents!
Love is the connections of two hearts
Love is something great
Love means that differences can be worked out
Oh, Parents, Parents!
Let these couple express their feeling
They finally deserve delight
Poor or rich , black or white
Love is not racist.
Nov 15, 2014
Nov 15, 2014 at 4:25 PM UTC
Standing there in my dreams with your ugly scars
But there is no way you can feel it how you abuse all of it
With your yellow hair touching my ear
You only show up when i'm cold
Only when i don't have bold
Stinky clown! Why are you stuck on my head ?
I see you everywhere i see you nowhere
You can touch me but i can't do the same
Your face painted with flour
Your ugly face that glare
Stinky clown! Why are you stuck on my head ?
I know who killed me in front of me
My eyes are deceiving me
Darkness and evil is thick in your face
I tried to end up this chase
I tried to **** you but i killed me
I'm screaming but no one can hear
Stinky clown! Why are you stuck on my head ?
Why are you living in my dreams ?
I'm getting worse and you don't know
I want to stop this pain i'm on a war
Either i'm gonna' win or i'm gonna die
I'm sick of searching light deep in dark roads
Stinky clown! Why are you stuck on my head ?
Lost myself again i really feel unsafe
I know that feeling, it tried to steal once my life
I cant believe i'm standing here at all
I can't believe i'm still holding on
My world is dark and filled with demons
It's the end i'm going home alone
I'm stopping all this pain
All this struggles with Schizophrenia.
I see it there Heaven yes i'm watching it
I'm ready to rise again i'm ready to get released
War ended and i lost, the clown wins
It means i'm gonna die so,
I'm closing my eyes forever.
Jul 10, 2014
Jul 10, 2014 at 6:36 PM UTC
I always try to be perfect
But why searching perfection ?
If it's not allowed for anyone
I'm lost with pain
Suffering with distinction
In my family
Whatever i do, whatever i try
I'm always not good
I used to have hope in life
But now i have hope in death
I'm certainly not abused physically
But abused mentally
Always trying to forget
But never being able to
If suicide wasn't for cowards
You wouldn't see me here now
Struggling with today
To live a better tomorrow
It's true i'm lonely
It's true no one have my back
It's true no one cares about me
But i'll always keep smiling
Because it's the only thing that i got
Apr 13, 2014
Apr 13, 2014 at 5:43 PM UTC
I know that you know
You know that i know you know
Why knowing with no talking ?
Let me know you better
Let you know me better
Not a secret anymore
Because we all know
Why you hide this knowledge ?
Probably if you didn't know
It would've been preferable
Why did i admit it ?
What an idiot i am
Talking nonsense
But i'm over it
Because you didn't make any move when you knew
Speaking of you
I'm over you
**Getting up, starting up, warming up
For a new me without you
OH! I forgot !
You were never in my life
I was just dreaming
Sick of you
Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 4:19 PM UTC
Where am i ?
What i'm doing here ?
I'm looking through my shadow
But what do i see ?
Black soul , maniac thoughts
How am i still living ?
I'm "almost" destroyed mentally
Physically strong as rock
Why can't i control myself ?
I'm so insecure , immature
I'm having Schizophrenia
Dementia praecox
Fundamental derangement of my mind
Probably caused by an emotional disorder
Emotional illness affecting in my personality
I'm Neurosis , Neurasthenic
Nerve dysfunction
I'm walking away
To forget all this pain
To walk and never get back
Part of my body already dead
I don't know if i'm going to survive
From this midlife crisis
This is nothing that elapsed
I'm sure it's just the beginning of hell
Half spent
Not much left
That's how it used to be
That's how it going to be
Struggling with desease
Smiling is hard but easy
As much as slutty
Psychotic confession
Irritability
Feb 25, 2014
Feb 25, 2014 at 3:57 PM UTC
Demons
Kind of devels
Ghosts of hell
Controling the bell
Drugged, undercover
the soul of whisperers
Black angel with dark blue
Real astonish eyes
Sun rises , he's gone
Sun goes , he's here
Timeless
Searching special blood
From people slained rudely
That's his awful way
To show emotions
The glory of respect
Feb 25, 2014
Feb 25, 2014 at 2:51 PM UTC
Lost
between sky , earth , heaven
Searching home, that sweet place never had
Demons took away my thoughts
Becoming alone , reaching nothing
Crossing the river with no bridge
Living aimlessly , with devil mind
Mind blow , mind killer
Spinning in his grip , wretched
Forlorn , helpless , powerless
That voice of Deuce in my ears
Still hearing it in my dreams, when i'm awake
It's killing me softly , lightly , slightly
Maybe i'm insane , it's just my imagination due to lack of sleep
but i know demons trying to control me
till i became killer , cold pro killer
Killing unheartly, no reason but revenge
Smooth Body , Cold mind
Foresight to the untold & hidden future
Keeps saying " La revencha" " La venganza"
"Rematch" "Revenge" Spanish Expressing
Real dark, deep dark , night comes up
he gets up at midnight and sleep when the sun rise
Showing himself immortal , eternal
Dec 21, 2013
Dec 21, 2013 at 7:17 AM UTC
I'm not strong enough to continue living
My life is getting down down and down
I don't know anything called anymore smiling
My mind is just going round and round
I need backup if I want to stay alive
I need power if i want to smile
I wish if i can be just cold
I wish if i had the bold
People live their lives as there is no tomorrow
They have fun,they forget them sorrows
But why my destiny is to live with pain
My medicine is smoking, having drugs and cocain
Oh God, give me the power
To stand up from this hollow
I'm not ready to be buried
Help me, give me your hand
Dec 1, 2013
Dec 1, 2013 at 10:52 AM UTC