I’m one foot out the door and both feet over the edge
I’m an inch away from out of my mind and god **** it this hurts
I’m in limbo in between being myself and being a mess
And I’m never one or the other
I’m twisted in knots and tangled in sheets thrown over the remains of my personhood
And I’m not making any sense
I’m not making anything, not a sound, not a living
I’m statistical noise. Affordably omitted from any rational decision
I’m not a rational decision anyone would make
I wouldn’t make the choice of making me again but I guess it was never my choice anyways
I’m hovering in the space in between saying you’re okay and meaning it
On the precipice of feeling human without actually feeling it at all
Someone please push me
Over the edge that I’m slowly edging closer to
Someone just pull me back
Just push me
Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 9:13 AM UTC
I’m one foot out the door and both feet over the edge
I’m an inch away from out of my mind and god **** it this hurts
I’m in limbo in between being myself and being a mess
And I’m never one or the other
I’m twisted in knots and tangled in sheets thrown over the remains of my personhood
And I’m not making any sense
I’m not making anything, not a sound, not a living
I’m statistical noise. Affordably omitted from any rational decision
I’m not a rational decision anyone would make
I wouldn’t make the choice of making me again but I guess it was never my choice anyways
I’m hovering in the space in between saying you’re okay and meaning it
On the precipice of feeling human without actually feeling it at all
Someone please push me
Over the edge that I’m slowly edging closer to
Someone just pull me back
Just push me
