It’s nights like this
Where I am reminded of every laugh-
Shared smiles crossing between
And kisses warm and sweet and
Missed
Nights where I remember that
Our love was like a piano
And I had memorized every note
All the harmonies and triplets
The scales and runs
The beautiful music that played
When your thumb made circles on my wrist
But now the notes have faded
To only a haunting lullaby
That echoes in my head
At the most inconvenient of times
It’s nights like this
Where I remember my greatest love
Rested at my fingertips
Only a hands width away
Now my hands are empty
And my fingers are bleeding
And calloused
From grasping at shattered dreams
And shards of my heart
It’s nights like this
Where I do not know why
I’m still alive.
Is it for the sunsets?
The ones that make my heart swell
Or for the jokes I always laugh at
Even though Hannah rolls her eyes
I truly do not see the point
In waking every single day
But I put one foot in front of the other
And keep on marching to a beat
Long ago lost
Aug 27, 2018
Aug 27, 2018 at 4:11 PM UTC
It’s nights like this
Where I am reminded of every laugh-
Shared smiles crossing between
And kisses warm and sweet and
Missed
Nights where I remember that
Our love was like a piano
And I had memorized every note
All the harmonies and triplets
The scales and runs
The beautiful music that played
When your thumb made circles on my wrist
But now the notes have faded
To only a haunting lullaby
That echoes in my head
At the most inconvenient of times
It’s nights like this
Where I remember my greatest love
Rested at my fingertips
Only a hands width away
Now my hands are empty
And my fingers are bleeding
And calloused
From grasping at shattered dreams
And shards of my heart
It’s nights like this
Where I do not know why
I’m still alive.
Is it for the sunsets?
The ones that make my heart swell
Or for the jokes I always laugh at
Even though Hannah rolls her eyes
I truly do not see the point
In waking every single day
But I put one foot in front of the other
And keep on marching to a beat
Long ago lost
