a year ago
i lie awake
unexpectedly pregnant
crying because
what i knew was right for me
was not conventionally right
what some women dream of
was my worst nightmare
what i dreamed of at one time
felt so disgusting wrong
the guilt eats me away sometimes now
it creeps up
in the night
in the darkness
in the cold
i hope one day i get that chance again
when everything is right
when the enviorment is right
when the timing is right
i hope one day i get that chance again
Jan 31
Jan 31, 2026 at 9:15 PM UTC
a year ago
i lie awake
unexpectedly pregnant
crying because
what i knew was right for me
was not conventionally right
what some women dream of
was my worst nightmare
what i dreamed of at one time
felt so disgusting wrong
the guilt eats me away sometimes now
it creeps up
in the night
in the darkness
in the cold
i hope one day i get that chance again
when everything is right
when the enviorment is right
when the timing is right
i hope one day i get that chance again
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