Obsession.
feels like a drug
bleeding into my veins
close my eyes—
lights still flash behind,
savour the high.
strobe lights
headshots
body shots
line the dark walls,
canvas
film
paper
i’m everywhere.
everywhere but here..
Addiction.
stuck.
waiting for the next high.
applause like static
rings through my skull
but I chase it
or it chases me
I can’t tell anymore
Admiration.
I smile at them.
Cameras flash.
They like me like this.
I don’t know them,
yet they call me pretty.
I laugh at jokes I don’t hear
while the lyrics loop in my head—
“I’m on my way to heaven”
Nov 13, 2025
Nov 13, 2025 at 7:30 PM UTC
Obsession.
feels like a drug
bleeding into my veins
close my eyes—
lights still flash behind,
savour the high.
strobe lights
headshots
body shots
line the dark walls,
canvas
film
paper
i’m everywhere.
everywhere but here..
Addiction.
stuck.
waiting for the next high.
applause like static
rings through my skull
but I chase it
or it chases me
I can’t tell anymore
Admiration.
I smile at them.
Cameras flash.
They like me like this.
I don’t know them,
yet they call me pretty.
I laugh at jokes I don’t hear
while the lyrics loop in my head—
“I’m on my way to heaven”
