We fell together like we had no other choice.
We fell like two body bags in the back of an ambulance.
And suddenly you were killing me,
a razor to the femoral artery in a bathtub.
My own shirt wrapped around my diaphragm,
your laughter made louder by lack of oxygen to my brain.
And there was nothing else.
My wold turned black and gray because of you.
When I was a real girl,
back before I ever met you,
I would pray to god for a cleansing rain to wash me of my sins
so that I didn’t burn if I stepped foot in his home.
It has rained 729 times since then
and I am still stepping on hot coals.
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 4:03 PM UTC
We fell together like we had no other choice.
We fell like two body bags in the back of an ambulance.
And suddenly you were killing me,
a razor to the femoral artery in a bathtub.
My own shirt wrapped around my diaphragm,
your laughter made louder by lack of oxygen to my brain.
And there was nothing else.
My wold turned black and gray because of you.
When I was a real girl,
back before I ever met you,
I would pray to god for a cleansing rain to wash me of my sins
so that I didn’t burn if I stepped foot in his home.
It has rained 729 times since then
and I am still stepping on hot coals.
