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because while i scrub the tiles I can't hear you in the kitchen I can't hear the words you say under your breath While trying to get rid of the ugliness between the tiles I try to get rid of the ugliness inside me My head can only recite you words even if I try to imagine histories of other words even if I repeat my mantra aléjate de mi aléjate de mi aléjate de mi I can only hear those voices Am I too much? why is that the me that i thought was the best of me is the one hurting you? why is that i thought that everything was fine but every word every look every action was hurting you? why is that i was convinced that the worst was behind us? is bad that even if you are telling me that I'm hurting you every day every second I can only cry? am I bad for thinking in the way your words hurt me when you are the one hurting? is this the best that I can get? I just keep running in circles thinking that I'm close to the end I thought that - does it matter what i thought? the bathroom is clean now I didn't want you to enter I wasn't finished yet is everything I say that hurtful?
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Nov 13, 2021
Nov 13, 2021 at 5:25 PM UTC
I clean the bathroom
because while i scrub the tiles I can't hear you in the kitchen I can't hear the words you say under your breath While trying to get rid of the ugliness between the tiles I try to get rid of the ugliness inside me My head can only recite you words even if I try to imagine histories of other words even if I repeat my mantra aléjate de mi aléjate de mi aléjate de mi I can only hear those voices Am I too much? why is that the me that i thought was the best of me is the one hurting you? why is that i thought that everything was fine but every word every look every action was hurting you? why is that i was convinced that the worst was behind us? is bad that even if you are telling me that I'm hurting you every day every second I can only cry? am I bad for thinking in the way your words hurt me when you are the one hurting? is this the best that I can get? I just keep running in circles thinking that I'm close to the end I thought that - does it matter what i thought? the bathroom is clean now I didn't want you to enter I wasn't finished yet is everything I say that hurtful?
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lmjulios
21/Cisgender Female
Nov 13, 2021
Nov 13, 2021 at 5:25 PM UTC
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