who put the brakes on
who paused the healing process
paused it to make a quick cuppa
cuppa was never made
shoved in the back of my mind
it’s all piling in
crammed in every crevice
out of my eyes, it spills
that’s an improvement i guess
although i just see it as a loss
control spilling out
whatever is left, i don’t want
how long til my only desire changes
to become tiny and hide away
it’s getting old now
but it’s the only thought that stays
Aug 18, 2020
Aug 18, 2020 at 9:02 AM UTC
who put the brakes on
who paused the healing process
paused it to make a quick cuppa
cuppa was never made
shoved in the back of my mind
it’s all piling in
crammed in every crevice
out of my eyes, it spills
that’s an improvement i guess
although i just see it as a loss
control spilling out
whatever is left, i don’t want
how long til my only desire changes
to become tiny and hide away
it’s getting old now
but it’s the only thought that stays