A life of blurred conception
With broken legs I chase perfection
I find myself repeating the question,
Why am I not worthy?
I give my all to meet your needs
Inside I break, falling to my knees
My lungs collapse and my heart no longer beats
Why am I not worthy?
You give me standards I cannot reach
You drain my hope, blood to a leech
I cannot help but recite the same old speech
Why am I not worthy?
I can do no more to impress
You drug me through all this distress
You seek others, finding me less
WHY AM I NOT WORTHY?
I realize, shuddering with fear
A truth speaking loud and clear
As I watch my reflection in the mirror
I will never be worthy.
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 5:38 PM UTC
A life of blurred conception
With broken legs I chase perfection
I find myself repeating the question,
Why am I not worthy?
I give my all to meet your needs
Inside I break, falling to my knees
My lungs collapse and my heart no longer beats
Why am I not worthy?
You give me standards I cannot reach
You drain my hope, blood to a leech
I cannot help but recite the same old speech
Why am I not worthy?
I can do no more to impress
You drug me through all this distress
You seek others, finding me less
WHY AM I NOT WORTHY?
I realize, shuddering with fear
A truth speaking loud and clear
As I watch my reflection in the mirror
I will never be worthy.
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